I don't know what to say... First of all, you're not an idiot just because you didn't schedule your time properly. And you always changing emotions to someone? Isn't that kind of normal? Maybe not to the extremes but still you shouldn't call yourself a weirdo. Have some self confidence in yourself. I already figured out that you're doing this to be well known or famous. But that's fine for me, everyone has a reason to start their YouTube channel. If you want to take breaks, then do it, but at least do it right. Atleast tell us your situation before you take a leave or break. Leaving without notice is so worrying. But anyway, I just hope that you will come back and that everything you said is real. Our friendship isn't ruined, we have a lot of times together and I don't want it wasted. As for the idea of yours, sure I'm in. Thats it for now.
1 day ago
Hey Jtapper, I know I'm away, but there's one last message before I go, for now at least. The reason I'm deleting so many channels is because I'm having mental problems recently. Every time I got scolded because of doing something wrong, I always get under pressure. Doing this, I was very sad about how much progress I've made from time to time. Additionally, I was very downcast due to our ruined friendship. So I want to take as much break as possible in order not to get scolded by my parents once again. Also, I have to admit for myself that I've always been a weirdo; I always change emotions in front of someone's actions. This made me feel regretful. On top of that, whenever my mom sees me playing Cytoid for so long, she would think that I'm addictive to electronics, but in reality, I'm doing this to be famous and well-known. People will love how creative I am due to my amazing edits, but soon I feel a sense of regret because of my addiction. I didn't schedule time properly, so that's why I became an idiot, a weirdo. With your support, I can't thank you more, so hopefully, I'll come back and recover everything that I've done in the past, and make sure that my channel will be save and secure. Of course, I won't force myself to delete my brand new channel once I come back, and I'll try to be as ordinary as I can. Anyway, speaking of taking a break from Cytoid, I'll just have to make charts instead. Some are good, some are bad. And of course, I might need your help if there are mistakes, or if I have plans, I can collaborate with you or chat with you on Discord. But there's a problem. Collaborating is now kinda hard, when me taking a break from Cytoid, while you busy making the series. So I think we should make ourselves a private server, and we also need Youk Hanamura, which is a friend of mine, to join for the playtest. If you agree with the idea, then consider commenting below, and I'll come back to chat with you once again if I have time. So yeah, that's all I have to say.
1 day ago
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